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The Progress Train: SO YOU'RE GOING TO COLLEGE
- Don’t freak out if you didn’t get into your first choice. College is what you make of it, and lots of people end up at their last choice and have the time of their lives. Be open-minded when you get there, make friends, have fun! One of my sisters told me she cried when she realized my school…
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But I can’t remember a time when I didn’t feel this pain..
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When Will It Stop?
For the past week I haven’t been able to focus on any work. About 90% of the time I’m awake I’m depressed to the point that when the smallest thing goes wrong my first thought is that I should kill myself. I’ve thought of ways to make it easy, to make it look like an accident, to make sure I succeed, and to give me the possibility of making it. I don’t have anyone I can tell because I don’t want to go back to the hospital, I don’t want to worry my family, and I don’t want my “friends” to think I’m just looking for attention.
Taking my anti-anxieties helps a little, but they just make me want to sleep. And as the hyper-productive person that I am, I can’t just sleep this off. I have shit to do and every unproductive day I have wanting to die the more people I am letting down, including myself, which is just making it harder to pull myself out of this hole.
I just want to be happy. I know I have such a good life and loving family. And I know my boyfriend and family would all be devastated if something were to happen to me, but I can’t stop thinking about it. I’ve come closer to acting on it than I have in 4 years. I just want it to stop and I’m ready to do anything to make that happen.
